PeAcE AnGeLs

migration

2006-09-29T18:02:00.000+08:00

immigration minus emigration = net migration

http://goldindulgence.livejournal.com

post prelims

2006-09-24T23:09:00.000+08:00

gosh i just stupidly cancelled a window with a post that i didnt save.

so anyways, prelims are O-V-E-RRRRR!
last paper was on thurs
aunt flo knocked on my door.
gabz, sam, mich, st and i went shoppinggg!
((:
knowing that next day had school was a spoiler.
i'm so glad somebody filed complaints against i models and create talents.
they should be prohibited to step inside orchard mrt station.
rofl.

friday,
got back a math, e math, chem pract.
pan and her jokes. gosh
i love the yesterday i put a pillow ober my sister's head and she chickennutbread.
rofl.
used the comp for the rest of the day.
made l.j
will move there when everything's in place.
received a belated birthday present from bro.
it's like a once in a lifetime thingo.
somebody's feeling loaded what.

saturday,
went to chinatown with st.
so many chee-ko-peks.
some people thought we were xiao meimeis.
haha

today,
went house viewing with parents.
seems like kembangan's the possibility.
so sis got her license on fri, and she drove the car today.
went to chinatown again.
watched s.i.
there's tuition tmr. damn.

mid-prelims blues

2006-09-15T21:27:00.000+08:00

D-E-A-D
like seriously.
omg.
so prelims has started full force.
number of hours of sleep per day = <5 hrs
resulting in frequent nods during paper.
geog today was screwed because i forgot there was a 10marks-worth question at the back.
brilliant brilliant.
ss and lit the other day were equally full of crap.
core humans. Gone.
combined humans. Gone.
i just Hope to pass my higher chinese.
e maths was fairly okay.
a maths today was ARGHHHHH.
sets sets sets omg.
just blame it on pure stupidity.
sickening.

I couldnt tolerate the nonsense during morning assembly today.
omg. she just HAD to waste our precious time before sitting for the paper.

i'm off to rip the pages of my tb.
(:

satisfaction

2006-09-08T21:14:00.000+08:00

-thursday-
almost all the aliens on earth watched devil wears prada.
all except st and me. looks like we are the only humans. haha
last min shopping with soulmate.
it was SPEED shopping from borders to heeran.
those aunties are really copycats.
sickening.
it's a sin to go out with her.
oh wells. back to reality.
i'm lovin' my soulmate (:

rofl.

-today-
didnt do much. completed two maths papers.
many more chinese comprehension and summary and compo to be done.
aretha must die.
hooked onto this video. thanks to vic.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uz2Gp7a38DM

prelims oh god.

2006-09-05T19:02:00.000+08:00

how time flies. sadly..
prelims next week. oh god.
literature tuition this morn.
something abt english english.
krishna has become more matured.
krishna has become more mature.
matured as in physically developed matured.
mature as in mentally, emotionally mature.
funny funny.

life for rent. any takers?

happy sweet sixteen

2006-09-02T23:46:00.000+08:00

1 September 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHOCHO! <3
i love you moreee ((((((((:

2 September 2006
happy sweet sixteen to myself!
thanks for the messages, calls and presents.
decided to miss tuition in the morn.
did chinese for the whole afternoon.
went to marina square to get present (:
mum got herself one too. so it's fair. haha
waited for sis to finish work before going for dinner at pp.
went to sakae at like 9.30, sat down, ordered and only to be told later that we could only have the food on the conveyor belt which pretty much equals to the wasabi only. haha
mum insisted that i should get ONE slice of cake with sixteen candles.
how interesting. haha
sat down and had my dinner only at 10
this is the 'SWEETEST' sixteen birthday EVER.
rofl.
i love my family?
i love my friends (:
and i'm lovin my soulmate <3

prelims are coming.
how?how?how?

teachers' day celebrations

2006-08-31T18:49:00.000+08:00

bye august. hello september.
shockerz manz. haha
was raining pigs and faggots before i left the hse.
had the thought of waking the mother up to send me to school.
but no, let her enjoy her beauty sleep while i get wet in the rain.
ahha actually i wanted to play in the rain but wow, the droplets got heavier and my shoes were wet once again, after all the evaporation from yesterday's rain that is.
sheltered a girl across the bridge and got my sleeve wet.
hanged out at gate so that i could use the umbrella again. haha
then it was mass.
learnt finger exercise. wow.
the photos of ms.devi and cik rathia activated the tear glands.
lessons resumed which pretty much equals to self-studying which equals to talking time.
the three of us had a lonely recess. make sense? no.
received presents from sveetie and naddie. haha thanks a lot babez (:
maths test then to the hall for concert.
CHAOS in the hall.
anyway i was pushed by a stupid girl who assumed no one was infront of the door and i flew to the wall. haha.
the powerduffs are funny. their eyes are on top of their heads.
teachers skit wasnt that funny but laughed along anyhow.
king of the dongodongs.hahah
the ballroom dancing was sexyyy man and that stupid ass HAD to pull us out while we were enjoying it. turns out that i had to give the chinese teachers. thanks man. faggot.
searched for sk HIGH and low just to pass her a present.
on to math lesson.
oh my math lessons are fun especially those after school.
debz and i went bonkers. laughing our asses off with "all right man" "right on"
then it was brain farts. haha
and "is it true that paris hilton ditched tinkerbell cos it grew bigger?"
"no tinkerbell ditched paris cos she grew stupid-er"
"paris said, i like, cry when i listen to it(her album)" [liz only realised that i was impersonating paris after 587294 yrs later.]
"paris came up with the song but when the star are fading... if you show me real love i'll show you mineeee"
"next you'll hear nicole richie coming up with a song and when the moon is shining.. if you show me real money i'll show you mineeee"
rofl. it was so funny that liz wanted to sit at the next table. hahaha.
they are in love with cosmo
shared with them lorraine's story or rather the mad tv video
she's da bomb man. the next ms.swan in action.
left for home.
watched recorded project runway.
why is chloe so tiny and cute? haha
i wonder.
her pieces are gorgeous.
i love my soulmate(:
i love my friends.

my birthday is meaningless.
dad won't be home.
why the call for a celebration when it's a sour sixteen?

2006-08-20T21:24:00.000+08:00

online jewellery shop? maybe.

moody woody

2006-08-20T20:54:00.000+08:00

life's tough.
i dont know.
it's just so hard finish the race when it's only the beginning.
have been super moody these days.
jealousy.
anger.
perhaps.
got into trouble in school.
misunderstanding?
could be.
part of me thinks that we're still in the wrong.
oh wells.
today, sis went mad with regional and y.a.a.f.m show.
you are a f__king moron.
haha.
dinner at granny's was anger management class?
granny was yakking and nagging away, and i just wasnt in the mood to entertain her nonsense.
so, i used my hands and covered my ears until her lips stopped moving.
i'm sorry for being rude. luckily she didnt really see.
have to finish up the stupid xuxie later. uhh full of rubbish.
i'm hoping some joker can brighten up my day soon.
space delete space.

english oral

2006-08-15T17:33:00.000+08:00

eng oral today.
OMG!
i felt like digging a hole and bury my head undergrd so i dont have to see the question mark on the teacher's face.
it was terrible terrible terrible.
firstly this male teacher that teaches in our school was pms-ing and didnt allow us to sit, wth la.
when becca and i were reading the passage and looking at the pic, trying so HARD to concentrate and brainstorm, haiting HAD to break the peace we needed so badly.
pissing off. shouting like no one's business.
i could feel the aircon from the ava.
WHOOSHH. was freaking cold.
i had two female teachers.
one was smiling, the other was following the prompts accordingly.
it was a passage abt two men and their different lifestyles.
and a pic depicting a grp of children on an excursion with this sir stamford raffles lookalike as the tour guide. whatever.
conversation time
what kind of life would you want to have 10 yrs from now?
would you prefer a career related to history or dressing up?
is history more impt than present?
okay like WTH!
the invigilator on the right had a HUGE question mark on her face when i finished my explanation.
thanks man.
i now pronounce myself dead.
i'm SO glad it's over.

2006-08-11T16:46:00.000+08:00

mighty ex-cos '06

ex-co lunch with simmy

2006-08-10T20:54:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST LIDYA!!

ex-co lunch with the prefect mistress

wanted to finish watching desperate housewives before leaving the hse but was running late.
hopped on mich's car at the bus stop and off to siglap.
we were the first there la.
sorry cafe cartel only opens at 11.30 please come back later. haha
so we went to kfc and nested ourselves there while naidu made her way there.
tuty told us cafe cartel isnt halal so we moved to pizza hut. yay!
haha so we wanted to order everything and make the mistress bankrupt but no, we're nice people.
so before she arrived, we played a 'surprise' game of saying a good thing abt everyone and one bad thing abt yourself.
but the game didnt finish cos she arrived.
after lunch, we cam-whored inside and outside the restaurant before heading to pp.
wanted to get mrs.s teacher's day present before we are enclosed in our homes studying.
so we walked ard, then nad and mich had to leave so it was left with st and me.
omg i love the melissa shoes and topshop necklace.
okay aretha, stop it.
haha so we went into d.p-dorothy perkins and fufu just had the URGE to touch this little boy's spiky head. haha he didnt feel a thing after she 'ACCIDENTALLY' touched it twice.
how hopeless. haha
so we went insane laughing non-stop.
bought crabtree stuff for her and went to get our lollipops from topshop. haha
mph-ed to get a card for her and there was one with "you're one in a million...."
haha so fufu started singing and because there's a story behind this, we couldnt control our laughters again.
bus-ed home and did a little bit of maths and there's A math ca tmr.
sickening.
uploaded photos in yahoo. thieves, go steal them. haha
(:

happy birthday singapore!

2006-08-09T21:46:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!
<3
My Island Home.
snoozed and did hw.
and i still have so much more.
watched national day parade on tv.
the march pass was WOW
the president didnt even sing the national anthem.
haha
and when it was shooting the canonball part, the soldiers had to jump up and refill.
there's even a timing to it. hahaha.
fireworks was amazingly beautiful.
i could see it from my dinner table.haha
uploading the marching videos to youtube.
so if anyone wants to watch it: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=njsV2jdZeCE
and click on siantha for more videos.
wanna steal the pics: on the right hand side, under my links.
just screwed up an email that was sent to my mum's client.
how clever of me.
toodoodoo.

national day celebrations, s.c installation

2006-08-08T20:46:00.000+08:00

wow, it's already august. closer to dooms day.
next wed's my eng oral and last week of august is science pract.
gosh. somebody please wake me up.
i'm so freaking tired but i dont want to rest, thinking that i'll start on my work sooner or later.

okay so today's ze day for all marching contingents.
national day celebrations.
the ground was wet so he wanted to cancel the whole marching thing.
we were like wth. after staying back for so many practices and everything will just go to a waste.
then they agreed on marching off only. okay whatever.
glucose came late. it was funny to see their expressions after gulping down a mouthful of powder form glucose. some were just total weaklings la. argghhh.
so everything started. flag was screwed. beginning part of march pass was umm passable i should say. then luckily there was a perfect ending.
smashed everybody into the hall and installation began.
i'm proud of all the 'babies' that were up there collecting their badges.
although i still think that some dont even deserve the title nor the tie, but oh well, it's their problem now.
we sang national day songs and were practically insane.
went ard the hall without shoes, screaming at the top of our lungs - this is where i belong, and jumping on the seats with flags stucked in our hair.
haha four-sixers went wild, or rather gisella and me.
i was wow-ed by the national spirit embodied in each and everyone of us.
cam-whored after dismissing the girls and it was putting-on-badge time.
haha truly honoured to help the newbies pin their badges. (((:
after that, went home to change for skins.
before heading to cc, mich and i went to get daisies!
prettyyy just for the nameless wife. haha
we were super early, so we decided to read mags in the library.
omg! children are such annoying asses. it's called a library for a reason and they were running ard like mad idiots. so irritated by their noise.
met the trainee councillors and they looked at us like they've never seen us before. haha
sam, gab, trina, berlyn came along. so many kcians.
met shushu.
show was hilarious, prolly cos nad told us some details.
like the P-A-T-H-E-T-I-C part. haha omg. super funny.
good job nameless wife!
the dance was okay.
met fufu outside and took more pics before going home.
i've been on the comp ever since i reached home.
i'm such a good girl, am i not?
haha
better go back to my books now.
toodoodoo
(:
marching pics are up, go ahead and steal. too lazy to upload in the snail-speed photobucket.

to let go or not?

2006-07-29T23:54:00.000+08:00

it's time we let go so that they can fall, learn and grow.

today's marching was ummm
probably a re-enactment of what happened on 19th of June.
or rather that was how i felt.

so many were late and they received punishment.
luckily some of them remembered 'all for one, one for all.'
so in the end, all of them did.
their limbs co-ordination is SO bad, it's just beyond description.
hahaha.
just when the whole rehearsal was just abt to start, we were told to go home.
then he came to tell us that it was time to let go.
they needed to fall and learn from their mistakes.
we cannot always be there for them to make sure everything's perfect.
they commanded, they marched.
we were left there to break down.
unable to accept the fact that we HAD to let them go.
from now on, they are on their own.

i have FAITH in each and every single one of you.
i BELIEVE all of you will make it till the end.
words of encouragement to each other and giving us your word that all of you will do well doesnt mean everything.
i want to see concrete evidence.
do us proud on the 8th.
we'll be watching.
kc councillors <3

fucked up

2006-07-28T22:00:00.000+08:00

i've never seen such an inhumane fella in my whole entire life.
she just added to the amount of hatred i already had for her.
everything's just over OVER!
fucked up.
this is what you call commitment.
to think we actually had to listen to her bullshit.
clear up all the mess she left behind when she was the one that started it.
SHE was the one that incited all our anger.
we all knew this would happen and true enough.
come on man. it's not all about delegation.
you've shown your true colours.
truly disappointed. truly.
i'm on the verge to burst and break down.

pisses me off to the universe.

today's ss and chem tests were just killers.
voting day. wow
height and weight-taking.
hello 10 mm. (((:
just a little more and i'll be satisfied.
amazingly i was wide awake throughout the whole day.
marching turned out to be vent-my-anger time.
i'm sorry but we have high expectations.
improvements yes but it's taking such a long time.
combined rehearsal tmr will be a mockery session if it doesnt work out well.
now, we only have less than 10 people who can really represent us councillors to be on the field
when we need at least 30 people to form a contingent?
how are we going to sustain our 2nd best contingent rank if this continues.
you all said will do us proud but actions speak louder than words.
we're looking at the end-product of this 6-10 person per day kind of attendance.
all these marching practises really made me put my revision on hold.
but is it worth? i'm having doubts.

for those who care about this, i WILL be strong.

love sk

2006-07-20T22:32:00.000+08:00

-CHO said:
"deng deng deng deng, tell pohpoh i love herrrrrr (: deng deng deng deng tell pohpoh i neeed herrrrrr (: deng deng deng deng tell pohpoh my love for her will never dieeeeee"

<3

officially stepped down

2006-07-19T21:22:00.000+08:00

nineteenth of july 2006 marks a special ending and beginning for the prefectorial board as well as student council.
the MIGHTY EX-COS have officially stepped down.
the last and final meeting that i'm going to be present to nag.
the music room was overwhelmed with mixed feelings.
all my scoldings, reminders and Last words.
everybody started getting emotional cos of our words.
it wasnt easy for us to cope and handle it all at the beginning.
but we made it.
i would like to thank each and every single one of you in the board that played a significant role in my life.
i'm sorry if my sarcastic remarks made some of you feel uneasy.
looking back, it really has been a great PLEASURE working with all the prefects and new councillors.
from warm fuzzies to ushering, random moments in our lives that i'll never forget.
a new beginning, a new council, a new board of committee members.
they'll be creating the brand new page of history in kc.
cheryl, alicia, priscilla, sanam, soekkhern, victoria, crystal, andrea, weizhen, jiajia and all the new councillors,
good luck, work hard, do us proud.
give us the assurance that all of you will contribute in the success of the council.
don't worry, we'll still be watching your backs and constantly kay-poing ard to make sure everything's going well.
do not question your capabilities, all of you were chosen for a REASON.
we know you can do it and you WILL do it.
i'm proud of all councillors. to change is the first step to improve.
i'll really MISS ALL OF YOU! -hugs-
emotional moment. exchanged hugs with all our loved ones. couldnt help it, all of us broke down.
i'm just NOT READY to let them go.
even outside the music room we were still crying, everybody's scared to face up to reality.
i was truly touched when all of you stood in a row and said " I LOVE YOU MOREEE!"
haha nad and i went to talk to her abt it, hoping that the whole campaign thing will be scraped off.
for now, everything's been resolved.
i love all of you moree!

book and music week has officially started, the day was so draggy and long.
everyone was getting restless.
well at least there werent any lessons.
but it was quite a waste of time could have stayed home to study, but anything beats the company of your friends.

on monday.
rat race.
okay well not really rat race but more of rat busting.
we were having geog lesson in the ava.
in the midst of telling us what to do, aster screamed so all of us started screaming cos we saw this creature running across the room and it hid behind the piano.
it was HUGE! the rat that is.
haha so aster tried to lure it out but she couldnt no matter how many times she kicked the piano.
office was informed and pestbusters to the rescue!
the pest busters came and pulled the piano out. the rat ran to the computer area and by then all of us were standing on our chairs already. it was trying to climb up the wires but hopeless please. haha
all of us were screaming our heads off. and the pest busters shoo-ed us out cos they couldnt do their work with us ard. they went out to get some stuff and we saw a cage with a bone hanging inside. they came back with this stinky stuff spread on the cardboard. awhile later, they came out with the rat sticking onto the cardboard, with three of its legs sticking to the stuff, while the other was still hanging in the air. hahaha! its nose was still twitching la. rofl. we were all still pretty freaked out by the whole rat-commotion but had to go back to geog.

THE END.

2006-07-16T21:50:00.000+08:00

poor animals! rofl.

marching

2006-07-16T21:03:00.000+08:00

marching on sat
left, left, left, right, left.
zombies were walking everywhere. horses were kicking up a fuss. limbs co-ordination FAILED.
hahaha only 25 people turned up but at least there was progress.
sam wong was giving all the wrong instructions. tuty and i had a hard time teaching and correcting them.
some people really dont know which is left and which is right. hahaha.
after abt an hr of teaching, cheryl still couldnt get it.
so many checks and bangs.
left early for tuition. first time ever we were so early. on time actually.
he had an earlier class so we sat down on the sofa and stared at the doll's stroller.
reason : the nieces or nephews tied the legs of all the plastic animals to the leg of the stroller.
haha the horse had a sit belt fastened. funny.
went home and slept like a pig till abt 5.
did maths and cleared some stuff.
had dinner at east coast. when mum got up from her chair, there was something stuck on her ass.
and I started laughing loudly. haha she scolded me for not telling her and help to remove that shit.
parkway-ed then home-ed.

today is sunday.
hahha random. went to grandma's hse to have lunch. my short span of patience was tested when she kept nagging. so i just kept quiet.
wanted that purse from taka but a pity the designs left were fugly.
visited mango and bought a dress.
next stop. raffles city. whoppee! bought the purse i wanted initially at accessorize.
i realise i have a fetish for earrings, purses, bags and lip gloss. <3
going bankrupt soon. or rather my mum.
pops to buy stationery then back to granny's to have dinner.
tmr's the beginning of campaigns.
good luck to CHERYL and ALICIA.
may the best woman win.
love y'all.

emdd

2006-07-09T21:03:00.000+08:00

emdd
ushering. had loads of fun. really bonded with the juniors. love them to minute bits. haha okay yes. on thurs we went sji to settle some stuff and they havent got their people ready. so ineffective. people who came on friday wore rubbish clothes la. terrible. haha was in charge of the ticket stubs girls. irritated cheryl to the max. everything was so chaotic. went up to watch the show. was quite okay but i was just anticipating for the dancers to come on stage.
went to flea market on sat first before meeting the famous 2. so sk went up the bus to ask the uncle whether it was the correct direction to sji. before she opened her gap, her card was scanned already. haha then uncle said" huh? sentosa?" haha hilarious shit.second night was SUPER chaotic. plus there was a blackout which came just in time to save the ticket stubs girls. the teacher was so irritating la " i only need 4 people over here" and after the mob went into the auditorium she said "wow how did you guys did that?" tight slap man. ARGHHH! it was full house. we had a fun time laughing at rhinos or whatever her name is. i am such a good impersonator. hahahaha. poor michelle had high fever so she couldnt make it for both days. the tour was so funny. we saw people running on the tracks and thought they were supernatural figures. at least the prefects they provided on sat wasnt that bad.
i miss ushering.

sis came to me on sun night and told me she had tics to coldplay concert. wow i've never been to a concert. but i decided it'll be a waste of time so i'd rather earn the money than watch it. cost price was $120 and was desperately trying to sell it at $130. sighh but in the end by mon evening i couldnt even sell one. all the c.s people in the world please stand up. wanted to go stadium and sell it but mum was so kind to send me back home instead of kallang. mothers can be such ARGHHHHH! dharni sold his tics at original price at stadium and i was like wth. could've earned some money if i went to stadium la. was so pissed at mum. arghhh.

project runway is entertainment. so drama mama. chloe's so cute. especially when andrae was imitating how tim speaks. i think kara should be out instead of zulema. 'no trespassing' was so yesterday. haha the dress was so fugly.

potassium hyroxide was picking on me la cos her dearest siantzu wasnt there. haha i only turned my head to the right and "A-DINNER! no. WHAT'S YOUR NAME? -snatched my paper- ARETHA! NOT CONCENTRATING AR. you answer the question!" haha her facial expressions were so funny. ya okay. retainers are the most wonderful things you can put inside your mouth cos whatever you eat, it 'collects' and store it. so when you take it out and wash, you can see the ' residue'. haha okay i'm being gross but it's a fact. haha i was so kind to paint my mummy's smelly toenails and she didnt pay me. haha but it was ugly so ya. shhh.

morning exercise was just the joke of the century. haha watching the teachers do exercise is like watching ms.swan videos. i'm serious. rofl. so we announced to THEM their positions in s.c today. although i know SOME people are not satisfied with the arrangements but so be it. best friend was so nice to announce the results of the top 4 to the nominees first before informing us. how nice is she? 'VERY' arghhh! we cant even do flag and pledge duty anymore. i'm gonna miss it. boohoos. and there's marching and tuition tmr. oh mann. i'm going to torture them tmr. muhahaha.

hope fufu gets well soon! i miss her. <3

congrats to the top 10! make sure you fulfil what you said during the interviews. love y'all!

i'm brace-less

2006-06-24T13:48:00.000+08:00

i'm BRACE-LESS! ((((:

2006-06-23T14:12:00.000+08:00

E: yummy stuff! ((:

2006-06-23T14:11:00.000+08:00

croc, may i cross the river?! ROFL. they look like they're dancing tango. haha!

2006-06-23T14:09:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhh!

2006-06-23T14:08:00.001+08:00

oh no!!

2006-06-23T14:08:00.000+08:00

wahahaha! (:

2006-06-23T14:07:00.000+08:00

stole it from crystal. shhhh!

2006-06-23T14:05:00.000+08:00

our love message

leadership camp and farewell gathering

2006-06-22T18:56:00.000+08:00

ya OKAY! E: (that's ms.swan's smile by the way)
it's been awhile since i last blogged.
3 more days to school reopen. oh man. somebody please tear all the calendars.
-monday-
P6 LEADERSHIP CAMP
turn up was bad. wasted my time calling so many people but in the end they dont turn up. arggh.
okay yes. so we started the day off by briefing the people what will be happening and so on. slowly, some idiots started strolling in when they are already late. was so kan-chiong abt everything that trish kept asking me to relax. haha so we went ard the school hiding the clues and making sure everything was at the right place. trishala naidu doesnt know how to cut an egg L.S way so we had to steal 3 eggs from the fridge and boil it again. it was raining pigs and cows for a moment and sunshine the other. the kids turned out to be from p4-6 and they were so cute!! omg. especially alison from red swastika and felicia from kcp. waited for haig girls' to arrive before starting the ice-breakers. one school was still missing but oh well. then it was rich's section and tea break. there wasnt enough food to go ard because only 55 packets of food was ordered. wth. then it was i'm a survivor! whoppee! hhaha trish and i repeated our stories for like gazillion times. and there was one girl who was damn rude. she said "cut the long story short" arrggh wth la. her only intention was to finish the whole race and 'win' but little did she know that there wasnt going to be any prize at all. hahaha! then we showed the embarassing video of the blackbox. glad that i'm a survivor was a success. after lunch, played splat before starting on teambuilding. couldnt stop laughing at the croc, may i cross the river section. LOL. shall upload the hilarious pic later. kept screaming "TOUCH!" haha. anyway, i had to leave for tuition so couldnt say bye to the people. tuition was okay. the ride back home was tiring and thankfully mum fetched me at the taxi stand. almost lost my voice because of screaming so much. dead beat.
-tuesday-
did so many mcq chinese comprehension. almost went bonkers. blog-hopped to many places to read abt how did some feel abt the camp yesterday. many thought it was great and well-planned (((: thanks to those who turned up and contributed to the success! (:
-wednesday-
PREFECTS & PSLS FAREWELL GATHERING
well okay. my group name is YA OKAY! haha. and the warm up game was tiring la. eating donuts but i didnt eat any of the yucky stuff. haha yes then it was the cancan station which was testing our patience. i love the name-the-colour and water station. haha green.. black black purple! haha. did so many times just to stall time. haha. and there was the colour steps. bargained like hell. charade was fun. haha sleeping beauty. okay. lastly it was the polo mint station. so fun to poke lips eh. lunch time. 2 hrs? the complicated game was next which no one understood. haha YA OKAY! won!! yipee! followed by world war 3 which took a hundred years to start cos prices were not fixed and i couldnt get the colours right. prada and YA OKAY! joined forces. we had too much money. haha i became a paddle pop eventually.
overall it was enjoyable and we had lots of fun! (((: but some station masters were unclear abt instructions and stalling of time showed that it was not that very well-planned. oh well.
when everything ended, gabz and i took soekie's and crystal's cam and started taking pics of ourselves. hahaha. we left a love msg for soekie. haha and she didnt realise till she got home. while waiting for mummy, alicia, crystal and i tried playing the bamboo dance but it was failure. haha. after that, talked to izza abt *ahem haah and we started sharing our experience abt it. her huge eyes are like. whoa. haha had fun talking to her. duck-way!
-today-
did SEQ only to know that we dont have to do it. argghhhh!!! pissing. now i'm back to square one. SBQ, english, chinese and a whole load of maths. i'm so excited! byebye braces and hello retainers! haha

2006-06-15T21:57:00.000+08:00

haha check out the 'cleavage'. lol (:

2006-06-15T21:56:00.000+08:00

OoO fatty! haha (((:

2006-06-15T21:53:00.000+08:00

i love this one. haha so CUTE!

2006-06-15T21:52:00.000+08:00

snoopy hairband. haha

2006-06-15T21:51:00.000+08:00

omg! fashion victim!

pig

2006-06-15T21:11:00.000+08:00

found these pics in my drawer just now.
can't believe i was such a cutie pie. HAHAHA
still remember i used to squeeze myself inside the pap uniform dress and the threadings will tear apart cos i used too much force. haha.

tuition on mon was fun. the entire journey to his house was spent laughing at the slightest things or rather they were laughing at me and i was laughing at charmaine. hahaha.
we were on our way to the mrt station after tuition and there was a leaf on the ground.
charmaine happened to see it and screamed immediately. haha she thought it was a insect!.
such a joker. so for the whole time charmaine wasnt acting herself. we evaluated that she had split personalities. charmaine A, B, C, D & E. lol.

the dry run yesterday was just rubbish. so much for their commitment in student council.
only 10 came! 10!! OMG! like seriously wasting our time. was utterly disappointed. oh well.
ms.lim came and we were so embarassed cos not even two-third of the councillors were there.
confirmed the station masters. for the whole time while we were explaining, i bet almost all of them were HUH?-ING in their minds. terrible, terrible, terrible.

my daily timetable for now is watching tv, sleep, eat and on the comp.
such a pig! arghhh
my hw is still resting on my table and i wonder when will i clear it.
tried doing s.s just now and i ended up falling asleep. haha
1 week till school reopen. omg. scared please.
not prepared. really.
fufu's being another emo ass now. haha it's so unlike her. right siantzu gates? lol
i cant wait to remove my braces. still pondering on whether i should go tmr or next week.
i miss the lulu shit perfume. and i cant rmb what exactly is the name of it. irritating.
help! i have receding hairline. haha beijing 101.
missed project runway yesterday. arghhh. pissing. i really like nick's barbie outfit.
and nick won so you think you can dance. haha mole-y! love melody's broadway dance.

3 more days.

VICVIC'S GONE!

2006-06-11T21:32:00.000+08:00

haha my title's funny although no one can see it.
been busy with student council stuff and leadership camp stuff.
wed was s.c training, basically introducing the duties. and oh my gosh, they nearly killed me for repeating so many times. but it was fun i guess? some were just the ultimate blurrest of the blurrest.
they cant read in between lines, they dont understand what you are trying to say and make you repeat for the thousandth time. arghhh!
brought the last batch of councillors to tailor their uniforms and i couldnt stop thinking negatively abt s.c.
so there was tuition yesterday. headed to town after that with sam to shop.
walking through orchard underground tunnel that leads to wisma and far east way is irritating.
cos there's always these idiots that come up to you asking for your contacts and introducing to you what their looking for. haah but yesterday's one was funny.
"hi, my name is DEDE!." haha almost burst out laughing.
"i am the MODELS for starhub" HAHA one person, model-s?
"your name is?" and after i spelt it out for her, " oh! are-sa"
hahahaha okay i've heard of air-y-tha, are-tha but NOT are-sa. haha omg la it's just aretha, is it that difficult to pronounce? but that scene was hilarious. then she turned to sam, "oh i see you friend, HEAD"
i was like huh??! later, i learnt from sam that she was saying HI. haha funny ar this people . tsktsk.
shopped ard, met up with bro and headed to suntec after that.
sat and interacted with his friends. followed by family dinner and carrefour.
sis was throwing ice onto mum's back. haha and they started 'fighting'.
-today-
went to gramma's place for lunch and my cousins were making so much noise. so irritating.
couldnt stand it. after that, went to people's park and marina square.
bought two tops from zara ((:
and i cant wait till my next dental appointment cos my braces can be removed already! yeepee!
i hope he'll hold up to his words la. cheated my feelings the last time.
velvet next sat. dont feel like going. only activities to do are - watching people dance, discriminating people's dance, drink non-alcoholic drinks, and dance. BORING.
and and and victoria neoh xiu yi is gone :'(
i'll miss her!
meeting with elizabeth yee to settle leadership camp stuff and tuition tmr.
14/6 - dry run
19/6 - leadership camp
21/6 - prefects and psls gathering

2006-06-06T22:39:00.000+08:00

head and shoulders advert everybody. rofl.

2006-06-06T22:28:00.000+08:00

heelloo. sveetie.

2006-06-06T22:15:00.000+08:00

munch munch

2006-06-06T21:55:00.000+08:00

ain't seein no gold diggers. haha

2006-06-06T21:50:00.000+08:00

mirror mirror on the wall who's got the most nose hair of them all? haha SICK!

2006-06-06T21:41:00.000+08:00

pretty shoes!

060606

2006-06-06T20:55:00.000+08:00

the omen - 060606
or rather the o-man according to ms.R. haha
been so busy to blog the past few days. or was it pure laziness.
NO. did like so many math papers plus the june hols lessons which was boring for the past few days.
cant believe i didnt skip any lessons although i had the urge to.
i feel so guilty. last week's shopping with st almost made me bankrupt.
8 pairs of earrings, a bag, shoes, belt
ahha but it was fun.
ST + AP = CAM WHORES
we covered almost all the shop-able places in singapore. hhaha
we are the earrings guru.
watching bunny swan and korean girls singing crack me up. haha
tut-tut-tut-GO!
-mon-
saw that bastard uncle. HMPF! such an ass.
went for tuition. had a laughing good time with tuition buds.
especially mimi, kiki and pipi. and not forgetting the super twist sign. rofl.
so you think you can dance was boring. only the disco one was funny.
-today-
english was BORING.
should euthanasia be legal?
then watched danceworks finals. omg everything was coming off. pissing.
ice ice baby.
geog was ummmmm o-man i should say.
maths was irritating cos i couldnt solve it. and guess what? we're gonna have a math test tmr.
wth la.
leadership planning after school.
wasnt that fun.
grandma gave me a bag. how sweet of her. haha
there's student council training tmr.
and i have 19 steps just for gate duty alone. haha.
gonna play mimi game with them tmr. LOL
bye.
click on photos link for more candid pics!

student council

2006-05-29T20:59:00.000+08:00

i dont know...
is this what we really want?
a merger with the psls?
will all be happy?
or will the idea turn out to be a disaster?
i'm worried for them
not ready to let go
cant bare to leave them

end of 2003, aini approached me and told me that i was selected to be a prefect and that i had to go for the interview.
sitting infront of a panel of 10 ex-cos was very intimidating.
the crudeness and straight forward ways of asking questions scared the hell out of me.
then i was confirmed. the first meeting in the ava seemed as if we were attending a mourning session.
the intense silence almost murdered me.
it was the form of respect that everyone shared towards the ex-co.
and as if no one could be spared if we were to make a grave mistake.
the 'fine line' of respect towards the ex-co, seniors, juniors and trainees were clearly drawn even though they denied it.
prefect's camp wasnt exactly fun because it was just an internal one.
events came and gone, torturous lessons under the hot sun on the basketball court were taught, took care of a class from hell.
soon, it was time for the new ex-cos to be up.
we were satisfied with the decision.
installation. promoted to junior status.
new batch of trainees joined us.
prefects camp was fun. we were actually competing to see who had the most amount of warm fuzzies.
meetings attended, training sessions helped, bonding sessions held.
june malacca trip for sec 3's really bonded us altogether as one. the fun and crazy times we spent together, i'll never forget. teaching and performing for the primary school kids taught us how to appreciate what we have now. on-the-bus snapshots and blahh
annual marching rehearsals were the most fun ones.
time flew past in the blink of an eye.
we were asked to go for ex-co interview. then top 4 positions interview.
was selected to be a member of the ex-co.
farewell party held for the seniors. tears, hugs, quarrels were shared.
i will never forget that day.
shuhua was like my big sis. constantly teaching me and enriching me with her virtues.
without her school life would be so empty and indeed it was.
the new set of ex-cos stepped up.
trishala, richenda, sueann, shiew mee, michelle, tuty, nadia, siantzu and me.
first task was to plan prefects and psls camp.
it wasnt exactly successful, and we are sorry abt it.
installation. got a senior executive committee member badge.
i was so honoured to be asked to help put up the famous fiver's badges excluding jiajia that is.
truly honoured and really really surprised they actually came up to me.
i felt euphoric honestly. they even waited for me. haha
it has been a rough year. first few events were screwed up.
i feel that everybody's starting to lose faith in us and even among ourselves.
differences were met. some were resolved some were buried deep down in our hearts.
then she came along. shared our thoughts. it was comforting to find someone who was willing to listen to all my nonsense and cared to voice her opinions.
6 months of being an ex-co taught me a lot of things.
being a prefect is a lifestyle and it will never change.
the upcoming student council of merging psls with prefects will be a challenge for them to overcome one anothers' shortcomings.
i hope that they'll grow and learn despite all odds.
we'll be seeing them through july and they'll take over in august.
I LOVE YOU PREFECTS! <3

these memories will be playing like a film without sound

Sometimes it seems no one understands
I don't even know why I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through?'
Cause it's a long, long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies
When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feels like everything is out to make me lose control
It's a long, long journey.

2006-05-21T21:58:00.000+08:00

la mia vita!

results

2006-05-21T16:02:00.000+08:00

school reopened on wed. and we're gonna have 3 hrs of INTENSIVE chinese from wed-next fri.
chinese results were horrible. she refused to give me 1 mark just because of some stupid reasons.
got back other subjects that were equally horrible. depressing la. best grade was a PATHETIC B3 geog.
goodbye dsa.
had meeting abt student council which was argghhh. shall skip that.
the 3 days of torturous intensive chinese lessons almost killed me.
there were only 5 passes for lit. haha and the highest for our class was a C5. people who had F9 were laughing their asses off.
had so many many many careless mistakes for chemistry la. such a gonggong. sighh
both e maths and a maths were equally bad. felt like tearing my paper up. because of honesty i degraded from a B4 to C5.
english argghh. 0.2 marks to B4 la. i hope they'll round up the figure man.
social studies aiyoo. feel like giving up already. everything i wrote she commented explain explain explain. pissing off only.
haha i was the only one who passed bio. which thankfully pulled up my science mark a little

went for tjc's dance show on fri night. la mia vita.
claire, jonita and i were criticizing each and every item. haha super funny. the usherers were a-ma's and a-gong's haha one of them actually wore tapered jeans. so hip la. didnt really enjoy the cultural dances and only a few items were good. really enjoyed their syf piece. superb man. nus ensemble were good but i dont think the song really fit the dance. lindy hop part was funny. the gloves and tiny hat were so cute. some of the hiphop parts were good. stephanie sim was there. haha head of student council. the teachers had an item too. haha didnt know that they could dance well too. some of the songs and steps were so familliar. haha copy and paste. we wanted to take a bus and get out of kallang. little did we know that we were going towards orchard direction. haha dainty claire insisted that we were on the correct track. haha. reached home at like 11++. dead tired.

NATIONAL YOUNG LEADERS DAY on sat
woke up early to meet the others at tanah merah station. then headed to expo for breakfast which was cup noodles. haha the programme started late and it was FREEZING COLD in there. they wanted to sit in the front row somemore. aiyoo. luckily we found seats in the fourth row.
i LOVE the strikeforce! omg they were damn good la. especially when the neon lights came on. one of the drummers lost his drumstick. haha
the emcee was horrible. didnt even finish his words and sort of mumbled. funny part was he coulnt be seen on the projector screen because he is dark.
speakers for the day were Mr Jack Sim, Ms Kaira Gong, Dr Andrew Goh, Ms Joscelin Yeo and Col Singh.
Mr Jack Sim was super funny. such a joker. he's the founder of world toilet organisation. haha cool man. learnt a lot from him. in most new buildings, the ladies restroom will be twice the size of men's.
do you know that there's actually a world toilet college?
Kaira gong's talk was boring and everyone was anticipating lunch time. haha
i was astonished by how some of the 'leaders' behaved, dressed and presented themselves. some were sleeping during the talk la how rude, plus not forgetting all the colouful hair accessories and shoes, sloppy attire. and they deserve to be 'leaders'? tsktsktsk.
performance by o school was great but one forgot his steps. tskts horrible. the stunts were fantastic. loved the isolation part.
the talks after that were BORING! and mich, st, nad and i were sharing 1 jacket altogether. haha we all could not wait for the whole programme to end.
during joscelin's talk, we counted a total of 100+++ "uhmmms" in 35mins haha seriously. plus we learned new vocab: roiters (writers), strux (strucks), olampic (olympic), urynal (urinal), reconise (recognise), porbrems (problems), nerverse (nervous), pee and poo, talk shop (topshop). hahaha hilarious man. the most serious one was PORBREMS, most of the speakers made that mistake. haha
trained home after that and some kiasu asses were really damn kiasu la. ran for the train and tripped over st. haha and that was none other than kenneth. haha admitted himself somemore. how honest.
overall learnt a lot abt leadership and we had to do a report on that. sighh.

LEADERSHIP is about...
postions of influencenot of power.
believing in the people that believe in you.
a lifestyle and not a behaviour.
who you are when nobody is looking.
showing the greatness, uniqueness and others.
making adversity.
excelling instead of competing.
no one has to lose for you to win.
viewing life as a laboratory and not a stage.
facing the truth abt weakness.
trusting enough to be trusted.

It is the process of influencing people to accompliesh the mission eliciting their commitment and improving the organisation.

enough said.
went shopping and bought stuff from m)phosis.

woke up at like 2 something today. super pig man. haha didnt do much today. and there's intensive chinese lessons yet again. and tuition. damn. just finished watching singapore idol. omg. total idiots man.
one of them put so much lip gloss that he looked like he was drooling.hahaha! funny shit.
gonna do hw now.
bye!

2006-05-16T21:27:00.000+08:00

MINI pringles. haha

mosquitoes

2006-05-16T17:09:00.000+08:00

-sat-
tuition. learned integration. went shopping with sijia after that. stupid ass. say meet at 2.10 in the end reach at 3 something. was fun trying to hit the man on stilts while singing the shakira song. hahaha. wanted to look for studs but there weren't any nice ones irritating. stupid tan sijia wanted to buy her RED nail polish to match her red earrings and dress. look like ghost ar. hahaha. then i remembered that i have one EXTRA BRIGHT red one for her. haha. left to meet mummy at bugis. shopped the whole of bugis junction alrleady then she arrive. tsk. couldnt find my gold shoes anymore. but i bought a belt. yippy. haha headed to marina square after that. a little toddler kept smiling at me while eating. haha so cute la. luckily never make noise or else i would have chopped it into pieces already.. haha. there was this osim fair for mother's day and we tried on the igallop. haha it was a funny sight looking at all the children on the igallops. haha cos i always thought it was a 'ahem-ing' machine. hahaha. mum tried on the uzap and the vibrator vibrated all her fats ard her body. hahaha hilarious man. went to giant and i coulnt decide on which ice-cream to buy cos of the difference in fat content. haha
-sun-
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY
woke up super duper late. lunch at gramma's hse and i bought for her rice crackers. haha. mummy and i went to cut our hair. stupid hairdresser ask so many questions. lily cole is so pretty. how i wish i could have her ultra-long limbs arghh. oh wells. went to celebrate mother's day at a restaurant and the duck took like forever to come, so did all the other dishes. 45 bucks for each like wth la. i wonder how my mum lied her way through just to save her face. my auntie asked" so did you celebrate it with your children?" my mum replied" ya yesterday lor" haha i was looking at her in awe cos yesterday's dinner was just any other ordinary dinners we usually have at food courts. hahaha
-mon-
went to town again to watch movie. supposed to meet samantha joan denise wyreweden. but SHE took one and a half hours to reach. asshole. i'm never gonna be early ever again. such an ass. met up with dion, addiez and suzanne but dion and suzanna watched MI3 already so they left first. i wanted to watch over the hedge though cos it was rated 4 stars unlike MI3. yeapies we were like the first inside the theatre la. haha freezing cold somemore. when the movie just started, this a-mah came in with her daughter an a-soh. created so much noise la. like as if there wasnt anyone else inside the theatre. but it was funny cos a-mah watching MI3? a bit too action-packed for her la. haha it was quite okay i guess. ethan (tom) kept saying "zou kai zou kai" in shanghai. haha and addiez coulnt figure it out. left to find present for mummy first while the others ate dinner. and i'm so happy mummy likes the shirt although it's not blue. haha she kept asking me how much was it. so irritating.
-today-
yay. i'll be going for tjc's dance show on fri. but it's gonna be at kallang. what a "grand" place haha. slacked a little in the morn . read book and did tuition hw in the afternoon. the computer room is infested with mosquitoes. how i wish there could be a phagocyte ard to 'ingest' and 'engulf' such irritants. haha i was scratching my thigh while opening the fridge door and i hit my head against the handle. ahha such a goon. facial postponed to thurs. RESULTS tmr. omg. so dead la. arghhh so scared. i just want to get less than 20 points. oh mann. i swear some people are just so irritating to the core. cant they just decide little stuff by themselves? arrgghh irritating. the oprah winfrey show is so touching the one abt ladder 49. mattie. oh yes and my dad brought back mini pringles that's so cute la. MINI man. hahaha. and and so you think you can dance yesterday was such a disappointment la. i LOVE ryan and snow's last pose man. so cool and snow's hair. haha so funky. the disco one was super funny. 'washing hair', kick, kick. haha. saw the singapore idol advert just now and one of the contestants sang " nong nong ago, nong ago" hahahha hilarious! jacintha asked the other judges whether he said "nong" hahahaha. alright i shall go worry abt tmr.
bye! (((:

2006-05-12T20:01:00.001+08:00

the da vinci code. hmpf!

2006-05-12T20:01:00.000+08:00

x-ray-ed! haha fafu

2006-05-12T20:00:00.000+08:00

"i'm like a bird. i always fly away."

2006-05-12T19:57:00.000+08:00

look left, look right, look up, down, left right

2006-05-12T19:56:00.000+08:00

everybody! pout like nad!

2006-05-12T19:55:00.000+08:00

greeneries haha

2006-05-12T19:53:00.000+08:00

fufu, me, nad

post exam!

2006-05-12T14:34:00.000+08:00

(((:
EXAMS ARE OVER!
glad yet worried. so wed was my last paper.
then met up with sam and neri on the bus to orchard. sent neri to paragon and met up with nad. so whatever la. so many schools finish their exams the same time as us. i thought we had the whole of orchard rd to ourselves. met up with fufu after her hairdo. haha so gurly gurly. fufu and i got a handbag each plus an earring. decided to go arab st. to find her precious peacock earrings but to no avail. ahah shopped at bugis and all of us got ourselves flower-studded earrings! pretty pretty! added a belt and 2 pair of shoes to my list of 'want'. haha. financial crisis man. took so many pics also .hhaha camera whores. reached home at like 9 plus super tired.
-thurs-
woke up at like 1 something. haha pig right yes i know. decided to go little india with fufu to see the indian earrings. supposed to go with sam and gab to watch when a stranger calls. sorry. haha. almost vomitted at little india. then we went to marina square followed by fufu's home.
we painted our toenails green and fingernails RED haha sexy man. my toe nails are alternately painted green and white. hahaha. had a fun day. super tired when i got home. had a bitching good time with addiez. haha diamond studded.
-today-
wanted to read a storybook but the computer was just to tempting. loaded pics onto friendster. went out shopping with mummy but didnt get anything.pathetic. my mum asked the cosmetic sales lady what products would she recommend for my skin. and the sales lady said "her face ar very dirty. i would recommend blah blah blah." go to hell la then i told my mum "as if her face very clean" hahahha. such an ass la. poor service. tsktsktsk. there's tuition tmr and on mon. what a way to end my exam stress. going shopping with tuition buddies in orchard again tmr. yay! strawberry shortcake
lipase acts on lipids to give you fatty acids and glycerol? haha
goodbye!

mids

2006-05-05T19:51:00.000+08:00

midyear exams full force.
cant deny that i did all the last minute mugging. always and forever.
i wonder when will i ever change for the better.
all the papers were so crappy. giving up was as easy as 1,2,3.
sighhh
so today was e math paper 1. i'm gonna die horribly. i left so many questions blank la.
went to parkway with fufu to 'unwind'. ran under the rain again. haha and our shoes soles had holes. haha it rhymes. slacked the whole day. television spoiled. the whole screen is red. idiotic.
i'm so happy cos the cheque is ready for collection. after like abt 10 gazillion years later then they'll issue. wth. there's tuition tmr
amelia came yesterday. so did grandma. and she surprised us by repeatedly saying fuck you over the hilarious dinner. haha grandma's 80 years old by the way. haha
e math paper2 on mon
a math paper1 and geog paper 1 on tues
a math paper 2 on wed then we're going on a SHOPPING SPREE! argghhh cant wait.
been feeling so tired lately totally drained out.
student council in the making. so exciting. it's so unfair that the sec 3's get to go chiangmai and we dont!
stupid structured lessons. six days of hols after exams. yay! i'm gonna be a pig and make 1 day specially for sleeping only. hahha.
made a new tagboard! and it's pink. stupid shoutbox close down already. haha
i wanna cut my hair. addicted to we run this shit.
bye! (:

sports for fund

2006-04-15T22:39:00.000+08:00

10 April
puffcats association was formed.
mummy's birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! (:
went to parkway after tuition and got her an oreo ice-cream cake yummy.
11 April
a math test. fun chem pract test with chun hui. haha didnt wash most of the test tubes. had speech and prize giving rehearsal. kc values awardee haha i had no idea i was nominated. it was last year and the whole class voted while i was out of class. so when i came in, saw my name on the board 1. aretha haha i was like why the hell is my name on the board??? i think the award should go to mich instead though. haha.
12 April
passed math test! yay! skipped p.e for cheerleading rehearsal. reload was funny cos liz and i ALMOST molested sijia. ready,set, come on let's go, let's go let's go! (:
13 April
SPORTS FOR FUND!
finally! got up early to help out cca leaders. supposed to meet cheerleaders at 6.30 but as usual they were fashionably late so didnt really get to rehearse anything with them. got up the school bus and they gave me an orange 'leader' shirt yay! haha was happy that i could be useful. we all changed in the bus openly. haha the curtains were useless la. haha. reached bedok stadium and unloaded everything from the bus. saw the track and blurted out "i feel like running" haha liz turned and stared at me. it's just so not me to run, running and catching were eliminated out of my childhood life. i was a lazy pig man. okay so we started marking the tracks for the 8x50m relay musking tape was as good as useless. haha. then there was mass workout. super funny. he was wearing black tights underneath the red thai boxer shorts. hahaha! all the "roll balls" and "under over".. hahaha first time i actually enjoyed doing workout. was terribly worried abt the dark clouds. true enough. it started raining just as we were abt to start the telematch race. how wonderful. we were all trying to slide on the track to prove that it was slippery. haha funny sight.then the race began was boring but i got to amuse myself with the starter thing. i almost turned deaf la. haha after that was the 8x50m relay. vicvic FELL after crossing the line la. haha amazing man! 4.6 mascot was cute . gwen had some poofy skirt along with 'chanel' bag? hahaha changed into cheerleading outfit and we found out there were some dirty old men looking at us from the bus-stop. eewww.assholes. tied our hair super high. cheerleading competition began, didnt wanna look at 4.5's one cos i was bending my head over laughing. couldnt take it . the cheers were cheesy. hahaha! then it was our turn. super nervous. screwed up some steps but oh wells. enjoyed myself. will miss cheerleading practises though. went home and slept throughout the afternoon.
14 April
GOOD FRIDAY
was slacking. didnt do much except sleeping haha. did tuition hw and math hw. da chang jing is killing mylife la. haha
15 April
tuition. was the earliest. went home did math again. went out for dinner. saw this cute girl at parkway. she was wearing sailormoon outfit. omg! it was irresistably cute. she was looking at me and asking "where's mummy??" haha i just smiled at her and walked away. her mummy was just a few steps away. went home ransacked mummy's costume jewellery. i cant believe she has like hundreds of earrings la. was fun looking through the stuff and finally found some items that i like. alright that's all for now. good night!(((:

2006-04-07T19:06:00.000+08:00

Danceworks! Finals '06

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2nd RUNNER UP

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zenith. oops where's debs and jac?

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boyboy and doraemon. haha

2006-04-07T18:53:00.000+08:00

after performance.

danceworks finals and campus superstar

2006-04-07T17:12:00.000+08:00

hello! okay well so many things happened last week but didnt have time to blog abt it.
1 April 2006
DANCEWORKS FINALS
met up in school at 11.30 when we had to reach n.u.s at 12. i wonder which idiot arranged for us to meet so late. boarded a big bus then realised it was a wrong one until a puny private bus came along. wth. we were so scared that we were gonna be disqualified for reaching after 12 just cos of an idiot. anyways by the time we reached there almost everybody had already registered but ijtp was even later than us. waited for xinni and teachers to arrive. they took 25485721yrs just to reach n.u.s la. wth. did a lighting check and markings before changing for full dress. kui jien and carrie chong were the hosts. did the full run and lost my buckle and sunglasses. was pissed that everything wasnt going smoothly. they gave us only abt an hr for eating dinner and makeup wth. asses. didnt have enough time to put everything into place and we had to leave for the performance already. my mind was blank. nervous. panic attack. we were all psyching ourselves up so much but i just wasnt confident about it. the previous item threw some glitter stuff or whatever and they had to clean up before our turn. they took a million yrs while were anxiously waiting. then it was IT. the last time that i was gonna be on stage with THEM. the last time i am representing k.c for a dance item. the last time with zenith dancers. the LAST DANCE of my secondary life. it seemed as if all hatred amongst us had turned into love. all the tears, scars, hurt, laughters, angst, bitching, quarrels, bonding sessions, insanity. i'll miss them all. :'( took pics with many other schools. then came the results. utter disappointment though.
2nd RUNNER UP.
cried buckets and buckets. everything was coming to an end. cried myself to sleep.

2 April 2006
CAMPUS SUPERSTAR!
s-u-p-e-r super that's what you are!
s-t-a-r you're a star, you're a star, you're a SUPER STAR!
GOOOO TERESA!
woots!
woke up with puffy eyes luckily it quickly subsided. memories of yesterday filled my mind. wasnt quite in the mood to cheer and be happy. didnt know how to face the other dancers. anyway, went to meet fufu at parkway. it rained buffaloes and pigs when i started walking to the bus stop. just my day. fufu and i were all drenched from top to toe. then we went to school and everyone was buzzing ard. sold popocorn and brownies but wasnt in the mood for it. boarded the bus to caldecott hills. queued for damn bloody long before we could enter the studio. had to tolerate THEIR nonsense all the way. arghh! then came the complication of ex-co and sec 5's sitting area. nobody wanted to give up seats for somemore ex-cos and i was getting pissed. soon, the show began. lightsticks. posters. screams. all of us were in action. couldnt wait for teresa to sing. cheered and cheered. my throat was hurting badly. we were happy that she won the 1st rd of sms votings but not the second then all of us started smsing. then came the reults of final 2. and she got in! but all votings were cancelled and started from 0. zhiyang sang well! loved the duet with the project superstar and yi shou jian dan de ge. hwa chong cheered for us and we cheered for them. haha the judges couldnt tolerate our screamings. the results of campus superstar was HUANG ZHIYANG! although teresa didnt win overall but she won all our hearts over. she's kc's superstar and she did us proud. (((: was so tired but there was school the next day.

overslept on mon so skipped school.
junior and trainee prefects totally pissed me off.
cheerleading auditions on tues assembly. funny fakesmiles. forgot all the cheers and steps.
had geog test on wed. crap.
thurs - announced that zenith won 2nd runner up for danceworks. miserable applause.
had PFT test - 29 points. stupid standing broad jump. 13.34 mins for 2.4 run (:

today was slack. had morning exercise and lulu cracked me up big time. hahahaha watching teachers do exercise is entertainment for students. haha wahahas lesson was okay. actually paid attention this time ard. girlfriend mag is fun. maths remedial after school. bus-ed home. finally the fatso is gone. yay!prefects' meeting,tuition, cheerleading practice tmr.
goodbye!

march is ending

2006-03-26T20:45:00.000+08:00

i've beeen so busy lately. it's scary just to know that march is ending and april is approaching. i'm already starting to experience mental blocks during math tests. how???? stress stress stress.
bro came back from army on fri night , hogged the computer for the whole night, saturday and sunday. he just left again - back to army and that's why i can use the computer! he only got 2-3 inches of hair left on his head. hahaha good for him.
we had acorn training during march hols and i dont even think it should be called hols when every single day of the week i had to go back to school. it was fun though, acorn training that is. st and i anyhow joined a group. we played games and there was one where we had to run ard the cones holding hands. jiajia and i were running face to face and sideways haha couldnt stop laughing at that part. then came war. haha it was meaningful to know where our enemy was in the end. vic, st and 1 more person were guarding nothing but grass. hahaha we got ourselves all wet for nothing! shouted at cheryl and sherilyn, they were so scared and ran away. hahaha the stupid alicia wanted to throw somemore water bombs at us. such an ass. i grabbed the bombs and burst it at them before they could throw. ahhaha collected the bags for no use. when everything ended, we realised that we were attacking ourselves instead of our enemy. truly meaningful.
We
Belong
Enhance
Affect
Need
Support
each other!
-Sat-
FAMILY DAY!!! so excited for it that i couldnt sleep on fri night. woke up early and got ready for school. 4.6 had 3 stalls earrings, ice-cream float, and chocolate-coated stuff.we started off by displaying the pretty-ful earrings. haha the headed off to ice-cream float section to help them. i was amazed that our class was so united. i, for once followed the shift timings. haha i was incharge of collecting the money it was so fun and i think i tore some coupons into 2 pieces. haha we were earning a lot in just 45 mins. our prices fluctuated lke nobody's business. from $2.50-$3-$3.50 haha i think some customers realised it too. forced so many people to come and buy our floats but didnt have time to go and support their stalls. sorry. hahaha then it was time for campus superstars' performance. four-sixers tees were the most outstanding ones because ours were the only ORANGE ones! we went super crazy and screamed like hell. teresa sang damn well and we even sang along with her and the other 3 superstars - adriano, yin wei and yiyuan. after their performance ended, we went back to the ice-cream stall and helped out. it was lots of fun scooping ice-cream cos i got my hands dirty. lots of of orders started coming and all of us were shouting "root beer, ice-cream soda, coke, vanilla, choc chip, chocolate, peppermint!" haha it was messy and CRAZY! we had to empty our coupon box quite a few times cos it was always full. went to take photos with SGG then headed back to the stall to sell chocolate coated strawberries, cornflakes with nuts, marshmallow and apples. haha i almost lost my voice la. was super duper TIRED but i still went ard saying "2 for $1" haha some were so C.S la wanted 3 for $1 and it was pissing off la cos we added so much chocolate and selling it so cheaply. managed to sell everything except the strawberries and some ice-cream. but i had so much FUN!! i love four-sixers ALTHOUGH some asses always eat in class. this year's family didnt have as much craft stalls than food stalls so didnt spend much. rushed back home to get ready to meet lidya for some friday weekly thing. she lost her wallet, such a blur sotong. we went to settler's place and talked to the reporter. haha we found out the menu had a printing error. instead of selling lamB chops, it sold lamP chops. hahaha. so we played board games, talked, ate, drank, took some photos and we left. went to meet mum at pp. i love the pair of novo shoes. argghhh. went home at abt 10 plus and dropped dead on the bed at abt 11 plus, earliest yet.
-Today-
was having mood swings and it really does affect the clothes i chose to wear.black. wanted to shop for the white long sleeved shirt for this sat's competition. really anxious now. and i really want to win it. i want to hear ZENITH being called again. didnt get anything in the end. went home early cos he had to prepare to go back to army. i dont know why i've been feeling down lately. so arghh...
1 april - danceworks competition (go ZENITH!)
2 april - campus superstar finals (go teresa!)
3 april - NAPFA TEST
goodbye!

results

2006-03-12T21:20:00.000+08:00

my bro's gone for army. yay!
determination.
-fri-
my last o level paper will be on 20 nov. such good news when others get to finish theirs on the 14 or 16. dance was okay. he didnt come again which was good news for me. gonna have 6 tics to invite our friends to watch danceworks finals. i dont feel excited and well maybe 1% panic. this goes to show that i am satisfied at where we are and i dont wanna compete again for the ultimate title. complacent. i just wanna concentrate on my studies and it's so difficult. and it was sharing session at night. haha.
-sat-
was late for meet-the-parents. sorry. sec 2's were horrible. everything was everywhere. messy. total letdown. partly cos of me. sorry fellow ex-cos. cleared up the prefects room but the dump was left at the side of the room and not cleared. quickly ate lunch and met up with the sec 3's. some were late. some were nowhere to be seen. pissing off! it was like running a marathon. they did a pretty good job. finally settled down and the talk took ages to finish. cjc's gonna lower their cut-off points again. irritating. then the girls started making lots of noise and they do have small bladders. walked ard to check on the girls. the shhh-ing didnt work. didnt expect 3.6 to be such a noisy batch. somebody was pissing the hell out of me! argghhh! after everything ended then came the report book. mrs.ooi put carolyn's one in mine. scared me. terrible terrible terrible results. i was speechless for quite sometime. so naive to think that my classmates will still slack. waited for everybody to evacuate the prefects room but nicole was taking her time so i made famous 5 wait with me. rain started pouring. couldnt help but reflect on my wrongdoings that lead to my results. vicvic and soekie sat together with me and we talked. or should i say console vicvic abt her good results?? it just pisses me off when such things happen you know. i didnt know what to say so i just kept quiet. it just kept raining and raining.. i was dead tireddd, depressed and lost. mum came. made things worse. cant i just quietly mourn abt my results? and she had to scold me for not replying my dad and showing attitude. cried in my bedroom to myself. decided that i do not deserve anything at all. did differentiation first before getting ready for dinner. waited a whole 45 mins before the food arrived. ate my fill and went home. slept at 12. earliest so far.
-today-
woke up at 12. feeling a bit better than yesterday not so remorseful. is it good or bad? went to grandma's hse for lunch as usual. she told me her stories again. i think i've heard it for the thousandth time. haha painted her nails red. and i realised that her glasses rests on her cheeks and not her nose bridge. hahaha. went home. then to bugis. wanted to buy that pair of shoes and earrings. then i decided that i really dont deserve anything. so didnt get it although i'm still thinking abt that pair of earrings. haha. went home again. i've got math lesson at 8 and then tuition at3. so going to pp with char in between. somebody please make me study. 5 more months man. i hope i can do it. dont even wanna think abt it. gonna send my dad off now. bye.

emdd auditions

2006-02-27T20:56:00.000+08:00

-friday-
had a math test which was a total killer. but oh wells. did the best i could. and it was finally almost the last day of CA's . the whole was a hectic one. every single day we had a test. i can feel my eye bags turning into eye trucks already. haha. didnt feel like going for dance. it's like ever since danceworks ended, i've been dreading to go for dance practs. just wanna start studying but haiz .. living in self-denial. we had emdd auditions. not sure whether i wanna do it though. sighhh. such a control freak. doesnt even allow me to do it for the last year. i guess it's best for me. didnt stay till e end. had to quickly change and rush to V.S investiture. i'm super blur la. left my blazer at the back of my seat in class. so couldnt go in and take. luckily tessa returned hers in the prefects room. saved my day. reached there and toured ard the whole school. it was damn impressive la. then headed to auditorium but i had to leave at 6.45 which was the time where everybody had to be seated. so clever me pulled trishala and mich out of the auditorium and assumed that we were going to the ladies. we hid in the toilet for awhile until i decided to leave them. haha had to go and support bro at plaza sing. reached there and it was quite crowded. the auntie managed to let me in and i sat at the first row. hahaha. there were 3 parts - casual, swimmming, evening wear. the swiming wear was damn funny la. hahaha some guys were in white trunks hahaha. okay shant go on abt it. haha one had FEVER at the butt . hahahaha! bro did okay only not his best just felt like sewing up his stupid mouth. damn ugly. didnt expect the winners to be those 2 though. reached home at abt 12. tireddd.
-sat-
woke up late for tuition. went shopping in town after that with dearest fufu, sam and gabz. haha we had a wonderful good time but ended going back with nothing. sighhh reallly wanted to buy something. so only bought a nail polish. went for youth mass later. it was okay. not that exciting though. went home feeling real down. felt that no one cared for me, not even my mum. told her before what happened but i guess she just wont change cos she doesnt understand me AT ALL. sometimes i wonder whether everything has to be verbalised for her sake. was too tired to quarrell with her. if i really told her what was the reason i bet she'll think that it's such a stupid reason to be angry at or maybe she wouldnt even understand what on earth i was telling her. sighhh
-sun-
wanted to wake up early to do homework but failed again. my ears just cant seem to receive the loud noises made by the alarm. went to gramma's hse to have lunch. i swear noises made by babies can kill brain cells. hahha arghhh couldnt stand my cousin and his screams. went to town again and thought that i could get something but returned home with nothing again. how sad. did hw and slept quite late just to learn zao ju.
-today-
woke up late as usual. was almost killed by a car for jay-running across the road. in the end she didnt test zao ju. ass. had a few mistakes already. was feeling super tireedd! but managed to pull through bio. handed in my request for combining my sciences. a little sad but life has to go on.
ARGHHH!

songs

2006-02-26T00:21:00.000+08:00

sounds booming my speakers;
:) (:

Always said I would know where to find love,
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough,
But some times I just felt I could give up.
But you came and changed my whole world now,
I'm somewhere I've never been before.
Now I see, what love means.
[Chorus]
It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,
Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.
In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now,
Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now,
I was lost and you've rescued me some how-.
I'm alive,
I'm in love you complete me,
And I've never been here before.
Now I see, what love means.
[Chorus]
When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost,
I cant help but break down, and cry.
Ohh yeah, break down and cry.
[Chorus]
Now I see, what love means

2006-02-12T16:10:00.000+08:00

part of ZENITH! Danceworks 2006 rocked!

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part of SGG!

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posing for the camera! part of zenith.

2006-02-12T16:00:00.000+08:00

claire and i

lady luck

2006-02-12T14:55:00.000+08:00

-friday-
A1 distinction! :) omg! i couldnt believe my eyes when i saw my result slip of express chinese o level. AAAAHHHH!!! for the whole of friday until 3pm i was damn moody and worried about my result. during recess, asked karib and he just smiled and said i dont know. wth there i was worrying and he was grinning. so after lessons we went to the hall to collect the result, ms lam talk about the overall results and when it came to express chinese for HCL there was 100% pass we screamed like mad but there we calculated there were a few girls who didnt get A's so mich and i were damn worried that we broked down. i couldnt help but thought that i was one of the few who didnt get A cos i was last in class for prelims. mrs.tan asked us to sit in a row first then she'll give it to us and i was crying madly while hyper-ventilating. i didnt hear the part where she said "ting zhen, POH!" so chun hui hurry pushed me to her and when she saw me, she smiled and asked me to stop crying then i screamed when i saw one and dist on the slip. finally! all the worrying and studying paid off. Praise to the Lord for answering my prayer! went for dance after sharing each others news. it was damn slack la. showed ms.nor and ms.chew our dance and skit. after that stayed awhile to chat. the next day was the competition and were still slacking aiyo...
-sat-
DANCEWORKS COMPETITION 2006!
was awoken by char's call cos i couldnt hear any of my 4 alarm clocks. it was already 4.55am so i hurry dressed up and ran out of the hse. deb hitched a ride too then we went to jon's hse to do a little make up and hair. every one was late. claire helped me to braid top half of my hair after make up then we had to go to school already. reached ngee ann city and saw some people practising, felt quite intimidated. did a full run and the floor was wet. i was quite disgusted cos i had to slide on the floor. we went over to paragon's toilet and did our make up till 12. it was quite fun cos claire looked like a panda. i used my finger and went round and round the eyeshadow and smeared it on her eyes. haha.alll of them looked damn scary cos i was the only clean one. went back to ngee ann and it was getting crowded. the show finally started. all the dances were okay except ijtp's. when it was our turn i was damn scared cos i couldnt smile and started to psyche myself up. did our thing and had lots of screams. then came the results. 3rd was orchid park sec, 2nd ijtp. when they announced ijtp as second. we all thought it was the end of our dreams already cos they were damn good. i was praying and praying then the host said :" 1st prize! CHIJ KATONG CONVENT!" we screamed and jumped in joy. some cried . FINALLY! WE DID IT!! since we won. we had to perform again. DAMN HAPPY! (((((((((: couldnt believe my ears when he said our school's name.!!! rahh haha went to botanical gardens after that to support teri. havent seen that stupid ass in a trillion years. then dinner at p.s, bus-ed home. damn tired that i was standing and sleeping at the same time.. haha
thanks to those who came down and supported us yesterday. LOVES ZENITH! ZENITH AND DANCEWORKS ROCKED MY WORLD! <3
posted pics at link ->

hello! (:

2006-02-02T19:17:00.000+08:00

hello! :)
hahaha it's been 546846874364 since i last blogged about my life. been so busy all these while with i've no idea what. yea! i've finally changed my decade-year old template. stripes!
chinese new year was okay la. bro fell ill on second day how sad. school life is terrible and hectic since day one. the prefects, i'm speechless. shall not comment anything abt it.
today, went to kcp for lunch. the girls are super duper super duper CU-TE! we suddenly felt tall for once. when we went there it was extremely quiet and auntie asked us which level were we from and we just laughed. haha like primary 10? hahaha. we headed to parkway after that to get our brows trimmed but who knows when we reached there, the shop was closed! the 3 desperados were so desperate to trim our brows that we walked the whole of marine parade and parkway. in the end met mum at body shop, went grocery shopping and then home.
scarce forest and black forest are cantik people, others are ge-mohs! hahaha.
there's dance tmr. 1 week more to pluck eye brows. 9 more days to danceworks!
[ come support Zenith at danceworks! next sat 11 February at abt 2, ngee ann city. ((: ]

sobs

2005-12-19T23:25:00.000+08:00

sobsob i'll be leaving in abt 6 hrs time. i'll be missing my darlings :'( real badly. i probably won't fly in peace cos i havent started on my homework yet. damn it. -guilty- hope i'll be able to finish by the time school reopens. haha.
i guess it's really time for me to start thinking. think deeper. how much do i really want it? what must i sacrifice to reach my expectations?
it's gonna be a start of a new beginning. exciting yet frightening. the big O's are scaring me. whether i can reach the one-digit mark is still a question mark.
past week was a hectic one. waking up in the wee hours for shooting. but i had fun.
i'm starting to feel alone again. so crappy. so tired of being myself. so full of it. argghh getting sensitive again. hate me hate myself. please go and stand in the middle of the road NOW.
byes.

2005-12-10T03:07:00.000+08:00

part of ex-co '06 - sueann, naidu, ricada, me, mich and st. love y'all! :)

freaky monster naidu and freaky monster ricada! hahaha

trustwalk. check out the blue paint on yuenying's teeth. hahaha!

madness in the gym after trust walk.

our sausage mcmuffin with egg breakfast! yummm :)

H.P and V.P fighting! hahaha!

me and michelle. dead tired.

how?how?how?

2005-12-10T02:19:00.000+08:00

oh mann i'm so dead. like dead aretha. okay crapping. i'm blogging at 2.20 in the morning am i crazy or what? i think i'm turning into a night owl as in seriously! alrightes. just came back from camp on wed. was super duper super duper tired! i dropped dead on the sofa after eating lunch.
-camp-
the whole three days were crappy. on mon morning just when i was getting ready for camp, i realised auntie flow came knocking on my door, how lucky can i get? so i went to school and we started our day with ice-breaker games. my group's name was GWHACK MASH hha all our initials put together. stupid andrew came so early that we had to push back our schedule. then came night walk! haha ricada and trish were crazy.. they had like chocolate syrup and some other shit smeared all over their faces. too bad i couldnt play with them. they were super meanies! ricada took shampoo and started washing some of the girls hair.. hahaha! and i had to run away from hsin fern but in the end she still smeared some chocolate syrup on my shirt. haha as usual. i took an hour in the toilet and the water was so cold that i had 'asthma attack' haha mich said i sounded wrong breathing in and out so loudly.. hahaha! yeap then we chilled out with the juniors until quite late. mich decided to sleep in between rich and me so that we could chat since the other pigs were dead logs already.. haha ricada sleep-talk super funny. i had no idea why but the whole day i was scolding the juniors "go and stand in the middle of the road now" haha.. then andrea changed it to asking me to stand on the top of the rubbish heap.
haha was suppose to wake alicia up but mich helped me instead haha. was so tired! we walked to macs to have breakfast so in the end we couldnt eat our lunch. the schools arrived at abt 12 plus. and we got ready all the water balloons. it was funny watching the h.p and v.p have a flour fight. ahhaha. my grp had 5 members who were from other schools - roderick and belinda thats all i could rmb. haha. so we started our games. couldnt join in for most of the games cos of auntie flow. irritating! but mich and i bought poncho before hand so we didnt really get wet. hahha. we had candlelight buffet dinner then the performance. it was stupid la. after saying our goodbyes, we washed up. seniors and ex-co went to watch the sisterhood of the travelling pants. so touching. i was in the drunk mode. haha everywhere i went my head will fall. haha
the next day we ate breakfast then cleaned up the whole school. i was super pissed off at the girls. couldnt take it no more. then mummy came to fetch me home.
had dance in the night for uan's birthday bash supposedly on the 12 but changed to jan 9 next yr.
-thurs-
went for react meeting then invictus meeting. got a call from janet that i got in the audition. like yea!!! wahaha but it's from 5am-8am tell me how am i suppose to get up and reach the place on time? tsktsktsk. but i get to earn money! haha. took bus back home with sam and bro.
-today-
slacked the whole day. mum and i went to united square. bought x'mas presents for relatives then cab-ed to braddell. went for dance at 8. then jeremiah sent us to maricelle's hse cos she had a birthday party. left early. cab-ed home. super expensive. i found out something! i drool when i sleep.. haha i guess it's cos of the stupid rubber band that i have to wear again. tuition tmr.. not gonna do the trigo ws. dance again at 8 - such a spoiler. ZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZz byes! :)
oh yes! the photos are up already.

notice

2005-12-04T23:26:00.000+08:00

notice:
gone for camp till wed. got a haircut! muahaha. will update soon [i guess] haha :)

o levels over!

2005-11-02T22:57:00.000+08:00

O LEVEL CHINESE IS FINALLY OVER!! like omg! a total relief man. lost 6 marks already and more to go. haha went for halloween party at night. dressed up as genie, lido as i dont know what, sam supposedly witch, teri as fairy.. haha and addiez as supposedly devil. turned out that we're not that dressed up for the party. we went to coco latte! haha it was damn cool. i passed my ez-link to my mum to top up and could only produce my primary school i.d haha and thankfully they accepted it. don had to like keep pestering them to get addie and i in. at first it was damn sian la. we could only talk and watch mtv. then after that the upstairs opened so we went up and the music was blasting damn loudly! haha took pics and danced a little then we had to go home. but had loads of fun man.. haha!
-tues-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KIM! :) love you girl!

went to meet sam at avalon supposedly to go shopping but turned out to be watching silithus dance. wood plank is super funny.. the whole time we were laughing at her. then saw lidya but she had to do rehearsals first so waited damn long for her. was super irritated by someone. went to collect the silithus keychain with dion and teri i swear we went bonkers with dion ard man. we were like totally running la. sent dion back to avalon then lid, dharn, teri and i went to eat pastamania. super funny. first it was wood plank saying "what are you doing?!" coz we lid and i had secret plan then there was a stalker when we went to the toilet.haha too bad the 'saviour' didnt come in time. went home after that.
-today-
supposed to meet lid in avalon at 2 but was late. the bus driver was super duper irritating! realised sam wasnt going for auditions so lid and i took cab down to the place. it was super funny. "are you the image consultants?" we were suppose to act as this girl who is very bimbotic, snobbish, irritating, dominating.. when we left the place we started laughing coz we were controlling it. went back to avalon and slacked the whole time until we went to eat dinner then back to avalon to watch aop preview. slacked a little more then went back home and we ate kinder bueno in the cab.. hahha and i havent started on karib's hw.. damn it!

results

2005-10-19T18:42:00.000+08:00

got back my results. all were horrible. apparently i only got 1 pathetic A1 failed my chinese paper 2 and chem.
-yesterday-
school was okay i guess. at least i got A for A math. went for dance. it was okay but just wasnt as fun as before. havent dance for quite a long time. had auditions for cheerleading and i got in. haha. a cheerleader. how cool is that. but the thing is that i've got the feeling that i have to carry somebody which is bad news. it was all about locking of arms but it was fun. went home and my whole body was aching.
-today-
got up with an achy body. didnt feel like going to school at all but dragged my body out of the house. did pledge. was quite nervous again. thru out lessons i was sneezing like madness. got back my chinese. total letdown. during geog decided to go home. went to settle the blazers stuff then called my mum to pick me up. nominated trainee list is out. then went to ask mrs.teo to help me sign my permission slip. had to stand a distance from her coz she doesnt want me to pass to her. haha so she asked berlyn to pass me the paper after signing. went home and slept till 5 something. couldnt go for rehearsals. my whole body still aching badly.
been thinking a lot lately. i feel humiliated by myself. life for rent?

dawn of dreams, exams

2005-10-15T23:46:00.000+08:00

first and foremost.
DAWN OF DREAMS
it was a success but i forgot my steps and feet cramped like madness coz of the turbo aircon blast which was a disappointment to myself. actually forgot the steps after practicing for so long. it was a crazy day-3 sept. i felt uncomfortable with the costume all day coz it was a halter and we had to show our belly. haha and i spent my birthday at uan which was a surprise one. supposed to go there for rehearsal at mezza 9 suddenly the lights went off and they started singing. haha thanks to those who were a part of it and definitely my bro. back to the subject. rushed down to uan after tuition and quickly did the make up. the make up artist were like first-timers or something. applied like damn a lot of foundation but put very little coats of colours. then went to that alliance place and got ready for a full run. it went great then came the real show. put like lots of glitter. the wand was tampered so when i hit only some came out so before i exited the stage and hit it again haha damn fun. but i was damn nervous. so finally the whole show ended. went out to find sam, lidya and gabz. sam had a hard day - her rabbit died. went to have supper with gurion and amelia at newton - reminiscing the old barkervibe days haha!
-today-
woke up early felt excited to got with tzutzu first time i actually woke up myself before her wake up call. haha! yeap so we went to orchard to find the fool - trisahla naidu who lost her way. started shopping at far east first. shala and i wasnt feeling high until later in the day. yesterday already went shopping with lido so like i'm looking at the things for the second time. went to wisma. i love the open toe shoes! added to my list of 'wants'. then tzu and shala started the amos thingy they were singing crazily! went to paragon and see the long necklace and i'm lovin' it. yesterday already spent like so much money with lidya and here i am again deciding on what to spend on next. gonna be bankrupt man all lido's fault. haha after that went to heeran and i saw the butterfly ring! love it! had to leave for rehearsal but i havent even bought anything yet. wanted to drop by at esprit to get the pants but was afraid that i would be late so i gave a miss. went to avalon and eunice told me that there was gonna be a roadshow later which i wasnt notified of. i was only told that there was gonna be rehearsal but nothing abt roadshow. so i still had to go even if i had 0 amt of energy left. the girl that eunice was talking to thought i was 16..17 hahaha! was feeling damn tired and down abt things when i saw sam. things became worse later. i was pms-ing the whole day partly coz of my sensitivity? i guess. cant stand irritants no more!!! arrgghhh! talked a bit and went for f.i.p then rehearsal. didnt have the mood to do anything. went to tiong barhu for roadshow it was a damn shit one. took cab back to avalon and had dinner at scotts. have to go for rehearsal tmr. doubtful of whether i can cry in time or not. these days i have no idea why i am feeling so moody even though exams are over which were crap think i'm gonna do badly this time. i get irritated so easily and very impatient abt things. i dont know whats going on with me and i need hugs badly! i want to talk to god i feel so bad to pray to him only when i'm in trouble. i feel that i want to be emotionally attatched with someone but i cant,like just for the sake of name maybe? i wanna run away from reality it's to harsh for me to handle. i feel like breaking down, who am i.. really? i dont understand myself. hate myself for being who i am. i need to find a virgo! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

dawn of the dreams

2005-08-28T15:38:00.000+08:00

well nothing's happening lately.. they confirmed the ex-co list, got back my tests results which were all like shit. and i realised that i dread going for dance lessons, like really dread it. okay only for zakii's lessons, he didnt come on fri so ms wee came.. the retarded girlfriends were damn funny la.. cannot even turn in a straight line. then sheryl and them started making sounds when we were dancing and we all started laughing. if raj saw that he will definitely shout at us. thats what i like abt ms.wee she doesnt really shout, just corrects us. the party is coming up and hope it will be okay.. most of the invitations have been sent out to the seniors and they are clueless abt it haha.
-saturday-
went for tuition.. the formulas are so rubbish how on earth am i suppose to memorise all of them. yeap so after that went to uan for rehearsal..got our fairy wings and this deeion kept hitting jenibelle's fce with her wings. oh yea and realised janell is a uan artiste too. so after that the rehearsal started, paul had a lot of comments.. and xavier is vain. pomelo had to sing young boy dont cry instead of young girl dont cry.. haha that was damn funny. tried on our flowy skirts.. quite okay just a little transparent. i was put into invictus so is samantha.oh yes then went to women'secret and it was sold out already. idiot.. at night had a good talk with bella and happy that she doesnt need a payphone or pager anymore.. hahaha
-today-
went to grandma's house for lunch. came back didnt do homework and dont know when will i start.. i dont know whats going on with me.. been very tired and lazy lately. exams are coming and i havent started revising.. wat a great job. -hate myself for being who i am-

tests!

2005-08-17T17:54:00.000+08:00

oh man this thing is turning into a stranger to me.. haha i finally decided to blog coz there's too many things that passed and happening that i wanna talk about..
let's start from national day.. good news was that i was selected to be commando for prefects contingent.. although i didnt go for quite a few practices i was glad that i managed to pull through.. everybody did well.. nobody fainted. haha okay yes and after national day, it was back to school.. the bad news was that i was lectured by mrs.lie on fri and again on mon.. what she said really made a huge impact on me. i went home and kept reflecting over and over again. i really did felt ashamed of myself, hated myself to the core. then came ex-co interview but i think this was before national day.. okay nvm. yups i was so scared to go in. but was very happy about my evaluation. everybody came out of the room smiling like mad. yea and the results came out soon after.. on mon 15/8 we had interview with the teachers for the top 4 positions. i was so pressured and stressed that i broke down but looking back, i couldnt believe how stressed i was prolly coz of mrs.lie incident to be in that state. but tuition after that cheered me up a lot we made so much noise and he didnt care.
had A math test on mon. it went okay. dance was okay at least i managed to memorise the steps. today was e math and chinese test. not too confident about the chinese one though. supposed to do my shoot this sat but it's fully booked so i decided to make it next sat. gonna get ready to go uan now. chows!

camp

2005-06-12T22:17:00.000+08:00

ok.. i've been slacking the past few weeks and it's time for me to wake up and start on all my homework coz i haven't even started yet.. the best thing is i only have 1 week to do finish everything.. i'll be leaving for malacca for prefect's camp will be back on wed.. not that excited coz i'm worried abt my homework.. and i am almost done with my packing plus i forgotten to do the book marks.. oh yes.. i wen to the dental on fri.. and guess wat? he said after 3 months i dont have to wear braces anymore.. like yea!!!! haha.. he was so tensed on that day.. made my mouth hurt a lot.. he changed it all to wires so i could not choose any colours.. sighh and now it's so dull.. like REALLY metal mouth.. ahhh and i got a new hair cut.. ohhh and acorn didnt allow us to choose our own roommates.. and i cant be with sianzooo.. sighh have to go start doing the book marks already.. byes!

2005-05-24T22:42:00.000+08:00

performance time!!

2005-05-24T22:38:00.000+08:00

the first reaction we set our eyes upon each other.. hahaha.. sounds so mushy!

2005-05-24T22:35:00.000+08:00

three genrations grp pic 1 mainly: the flower, the doggie and the lion

2005-05-24T22:32:00.000+08:00

three generations grp pic 2

2005-05-24T22:31:00.000+08:00

uhhh.. may i ask who the hell is this creature?! haha the hairy lion of course! haha

it's my life

2005-05-24T20:28:00.000+08:00

-sat-
FAMILY DAY!!!... michelle sent me to school then we went to the prefects stall.. i went to look at our other stations before leaving for dance.. messed up some steps when i was in the front row while shuhua and st were clicking their cameras away.. hahaha yups so after that went to the earrings stall and sold some of them helped out at the prefects stall.. we were so happy when this lady was so willing to purchase so many second-hand books.. haha saw bella.. gave her a great big hug.. missed her so much.. she became so charcoal-ed haha then we took pics.. i went to the spongbob section later.. and it was so funny to see other people splashing themselves with soap from the sponge.. hahaha went to throw water bombs at sheryl and charlene also.. haha ended the day at the bouncing castle.. so fun jump until we dont have energy to carry on.. hahaha went back after we were dismissed was damn tired.
-sun-
wanted to go to great world and get the sandals that i wanted but dad didnt allow... went to malaysia instead.. bought a mango bag and XXL!! ahhh so excited.. cant wait to use the XXL it looks so cool. yups so by the time we reached home was like 2 somehting a.m..
-mon-
was holiday mum and i went to suntec to change a pair of shoes and get the sandals that i wanted... haha she also bought a pair of earrings coz i lost the 'stopper' of my old earrings at the science lab during family day.. i feel so fortunate getting everything i asked for but still do not really appreciate my parents..
-today-
went to school.. told mr.lee that liz and i havent run so we have to run tmr.. didnt do anything much but we had an impromtu assembly.. everything went so messy.. have learning journey, nyaa talk tmr at 2 and after that the run.. so dread it.. dont feel like running at all man.. we prepared a birthday cake for raj but he didnt come so we decided to celebrate it for trixia instead.. there was no dance so we went to gelare and ate waffle ice cream.. it is a sin to eat there man.. the lemon sorbet and all white chocolate chip ice cream are to die for.. shared it with piglaire.. went home after that.. :)

tireddd

2005-05-17T20:45:00.000+08:00

-sun-
went out with sam, lidya, ruth, june and ranessa.. we went shopping and all of us kept disturbing ranessa.. i was making fun of june coz she was always choosing green coloured items. haha and she'll be speechless.. like how i attack liz chia.. haha i bought a zara top, a pair of earrings and a roxy bag.. oh mann i also like the rip curl bag but haizzz i think i'll have to beg my mum.. lidya, sam and me were at taka and it was damn embarassing coz we were like shit do you have money?.. i think i have coins.. shit i dont have money left.. haha and all of us were digging our bags for it.. finally we raised enough funds to pay for the items.. haha.. my toes were damn pain after i got backk coz i was wearing pointy shoes.. haha
-mon-
went to school for dance. in the end so many people were late.. we had to learn a new dance for family day like wad the hell... learn a new dance in just a few days and perform it on sat.. gonna be damn messy mann.. tuition was cancelled so i went to the dental.. he was lame as usual saying that how fast my teeth were moving unlike his other adult patients - always seeing the same faces for many years. and just coz my rubberbands snapped again he kept saying things with hidden meanings in it like as if he was hinting to me i purposely wanna break my rubber bands.. anyway.. i changed it to orange and pink.. haha got the idea from seventeen magazine.. went for deb's bbq party at night.. her playgrds were damn fun to play with man.
-today-
went for dance again... the pig was late as usual. we did somemore of the steps. and i am in the rap part.. haha but i always cannot catch up.. haha.. went to a eew eew place after dance to see whether got red shirt. so embarassing.. met tingxin, sarita, cheryl and the others... sarita cut her hair.. and tingxin's gonna dance for guides.. haha met up with my mum and then went home.. went to zara and topshop to find red and greent shirts but couldnt find.. going with claire to great world and find tmr.. haha and there's school tmr... we're gonna get back our results..

exams!

2005-05-13T18:33:00.000+08:00

it's been like years since i last updated haha... all the events were driving me bonkers man... first syf then o.m followed by exams..
on syf day, claire and i were damn scared mann tasha, gwen came to support us.. and we cried coz of the pressure they were giving us. it was too overwhelming and looking at the other schools' colourful costumes and make up, i realised that ours were damn dull and we had to paint our legs to create the effect of 'dirt' haha.. we didnt want ms.nor to paint for us so we decided to paint our legs ourselves.. i was expecting a gold after all our efforts but i guess the judges based on techniques rather than emotions.. coz we had more of emotions than moves.. out of all raj's schools we were the only ones who achieved silver.. wasnt what i had expected.was damn disappointing..
after syf was odyssey of the mind competition.. it was quite relaxed we missed run for fund and so i havent run my 2.4 yet. the other schools were damn good man.. especially acs i they were damn funny..so in the end we only got certificate of participation.. hahah how saddening could it be..
exams were crap mann... i think i'm becoming more and more lazy didnt start studying the subjects till the day before the exams.. what a failure am i.. no self-discipline at all. just finished my last paper yesterday.. it was A math..i didnt know how to do quite a few questions and the marks allocated to each question was like 7,8 marks.. like wad the hell.. and it was mrs.lie who set the paper.. went out with sam, lidya, charmaine and gabz after the exam.. went to orchard and saw kcians..met with gabz and charmaine on the mrt and gabz left her phone at charmaine's house.. haha so we stopped at somerset and when we came out of the mrt station and walking towards cineleisure. we were approached by 2 ladies who were saying that they were from dunno wat modelling agency and wanted us to write down our names.. and stupid gab and charmaine got away fast and i was stuck there with the ladies.. they were damn irritating.. they said :"you have the obligations to say no" so i said "no" and they still didnt wanna let me go.. and kept going on and on so to shut their mouth and stop disturbing me i wrote my name down haha.. and i forced char and gab to write theirs too.. so after that we headed to cineleisure but lidya and sam werent there yet so we went to shop first and went back to long john's to meet with them. while we were eating there was this ij girl she was damn bitchy la.. and she kept looking at us.. so when she was abt to sit down.. her friend pulled away the chair and she fell to the floor with a big thump.. HAHAHHAHAAHA it was damn funny mannn haha.. serve her right. after we ate we went to watch the interpreter.. saw debbie and the others there too.. the show was damn nice mann but i was suffering in there.. i was sitting in between lidya and charmaine.. charmaine was holding my hand throughout the whole show and kept asking me who were the characters while lidya was screaming into my face when there was a scary part she also kept putting my hands next to her face.. so when the whole show ended, my two hands were numb already then we shopped until like 7 and took cab home.
-today-
this morning was supposed to go marianne's hse for the jewellery making for family day. i opened my eyes at 7.54 so i decided to sleep a little longer and set my alarm at 8.. something wrong happened to my phone and i didnt vibrate so i overlsept until gisella woke me up by her call.. hahah.. so i quickly got ready and went to her hse.. did a few pairs of ear rings before i left. was rushing home to get ready and meet samantha wanted to go to the dental first but it was too late .. sianzoo didnt wanna go. so we rushed to eng wah but they wanted to see our i.d's first coz we wanted to watch the emityville of horror or something like that.. so they didnt allow us to buy the tics.. so i rushed for no use. then we shopped the whole of suntec and it was damn boring there was like nothing to do.. saw a fox skirt and i really like it.. then this samantha kept searching for a 16 at the kids section but couldnt find it.. there was this shirt called "coco nuts" hahah it was damn cute mann.. we were tired so decided to sit and eat finish the ice cream then we saw this girl scratching her ass and a guy whose hair was filled with tubs of gels.. damn funny.. then we went home after that.

2005-03-16T21:53:00.000+08:00

foursomes! sam lidya siantzu and me.

2005-03-16T21:52:00.000+08:00

cool mann!

2005-03-16T21:51:00.000+08:00

haha the barbies!

2005-03-16T21:49:00.001+08:00

acting tall!

2005-03-16T21:49:00.000+08:00

us again.. haha notice the curtains.. haha!

2005-03-16T21:48:00.000+08:00

sianzoo and me!

2005-03-16T21:34:00.000+08:00

lidya, sam, siantzu and me... love ya'll !

*PeAcE AnGeLs*

migration

post prelims

mid-prelims blues

satisfaction

prelims oh god.

happy sweet sixteen

teachers' day celebrations

moody woody

english oral

ex-co lunch with simmy

happy birthday singapore!

national day celebrations, s.c installation

to let go or not?

fucked up

love sk

officially stepped down

marching

emdd

i'm brace-less

leadership camp and farewell gathering

pig

VICVIC'S GONE!

060606

student council

results

mosquitoes

post exam!

mids

sports for fund

danceworks finals and campus superstar

march is ending

results

emdd auditions

songs

lady luck

hello! (:

sobs

how?how?how?

notice

o levels over!

results

dawn of dreams, exams

dawn of the dreams

tests!

camp

it's my life

tireddd

exams!

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